The lyrics that saved the soul

there's so many memories
that get stuck in my head
thoughts that you have told me
words that you have said
things that i don't want to know
yet still i need to hear
you keep me at a distance

when in turn i want you need

so now it stats to stink in
and now i've finally realized
that you don't see me
as part of your life
like i see you in mine
i'll walk out the door
theres no more need to stay
but when i look back i'll think
*will i be good enough someday?*

everything is normal

when you're looking from your eyes

but when you see things

from my point of view

you're in for a suprise

it means nothing to you

when you child-like smile at me

but i still sit here wondering

if it'll ever mean something

but now it stats to stink in
and now i've finally realized
that you don't see me
as part of your life
like i see you in mine
i'll walk out the door
theres no more need to stay
but when i look back i'll think
*will i be good enough someday?*

i'll just let it all out

till there's nothing left to show

soon it will all be over

but no one will ever know

i'll just let it all out

i'll love and scream and write

i'll cry till i have nothing left

then fade away with the night

now it stats to stink in
and now i've finally realized
that you don't see me
as part of your life
like i see you in mine
i'll walk out the door
theres no more need to stay
but when i look back i'll think
*will i be good enough someday?*

i'll walk out the door

theres no more need to stay

but when i look back i'll think

*will i be good enough someday?*